i feel most present in moments that i know are temporary. if i were to willing seek out cue’s of those fleeting moments, does that make the present feeling fabricated? constructing my reality by incorporating as many moments that force me to be grounded – in that sense, not really being present because i’m outwardly making that moment happen.

the presence isn’t arriving by nature or spontaneity. i think as long as i’m not monitoring the moment while being in it, it makes sense. creating the input, but living the output. don’t focus on creating the content, but letting the experience drive that itself